Everyone around me is pretty much kept occupied with whatever they're doing . Everyone's busy , everyone including me .
I just received a text and a call from Wei Yi , telling me how awesome Powerhouse is right now (I find it damn mean lor) . And it got me thinking about my life . How much it has changed since school started , what has changed so far , etc . Basically , changes .
Because I'm not sure what's going on in my life , I'm not sure what to answer when someone asks me how I am . The one thing I know is that I'm tired . Physically , mentally , tired . Exhausted to be exact . And it's showing on my face . No amount of make-up can conceal that , which is not a good thing .
I wanna do well in my studies , I wanna continue working at events , I wanna continue partying on ladies' night (or any night for that matter) , I wanna hang out with my friends at late night suppers where we share our problems and dish juicy gossips and confess our secrets . I wanna do that . I wanna do all of that . In one simple sentence - I want it all .
But is it really possible ? Can it happen ?
I believe something's gotta give . And right now , without having it all , I'm unwillingly giving away my sleep and good complexion . I keep wondering if what the fuck I'm doing . With barely enough time to rest , I seem to find extra minutes to screw up various areas of a perfectly fine life . My life .
I'll figure something out soon . I have to .